The Questioning Way Blog is written by Dewey Dirks, author of The Questioning Way, a book about open mindedness, skepticism, the human spirit and creating your own beliefs. This blog showcases both Mr. Dirks' book and examples of work from twenty years of writing
Monday, December 31, 2012
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
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Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Friday, November 23, 2012
Thursday, November 22, 2012
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
Congratulaions America!
Yesterday two
extremely important milestones were reached around the nation in the
name of genuine social progress. First, America has now elected
a black President not once but twice. Even fifteen years ago, this
would have been considered an impossibility. It reflects the huge
strides against racism our country has made over the last eighty
years. Second, three states decriminalized marijuana. Washington
and Colorado legalized it outright while Massachusetts legalized it
for medicinal use. Once again, even fifteen years ago this would
have been considered impossible. It represents a huge step in the
direction of addressing drug use as a social issue instead of a
criminal one. As a people we owe ourselves a hearty congratulations
for making long overdue progress on issues that all of us face as a
society. Congratulations America!
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Monday, October 8, 2012
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Friday, September 21, 2012
Monday, September 17, 2012
Friday, September 14, 2012
Saturday, September 8, 2012
Thursday, September 6, 2012
One Single Thing
One Single Thing
Twenty-five hundred
years ago
Lao Tzu wrote of Tao
He said that all the
world
was one single system
one single thing
Here in the
twenty-first century
our science teaches us
the Earth
is a single biosystem
of thousand of
interrelated parts
One single system
one single thing
My friends
look at the Earths
biosystem----
The lives of species
everywhere
affect the well being
of other species
Thousands of
interrelated parts
one single system
one single thing
Like a coral with
thousands
of individual creatures
all living in a colony
to make a single
creature
Earths living
biosystems
are thousands
of individual creatures
all living in a
self-sustaining
forever evolving colony
to create
one single system
one single thing
If the Earth isn't
itself alive
it certainly has a lot
of parts that are....
One single system
one single thing
The Earth is alive
and we each are a part
of that life
The Earth is our mother
One single system
one single thing
Personally, I think
all of Earths religions
all of our science
all of our conceptions
of Gods
have been efforts to
perceive
and understand the
life,
the biosystem
that we all are a part
of
All equal in their
different conceptions
of
one single system
one single thing
I would imagine
Like any living thing
She cares very deeply
for all of her parts
Dewey Dirks
Monday, September 3, 2012
Saturday, September 1, 2012
The Universe Looking Back
Universe Looking Back
Who has found kindness
in themselves
is able to
touch it in others
as well
Who has found kindness
In themselves
finds friendship
wherever they go
Who has found kindness
in themselves
walks in peace
even in the most
troubled of places
Who has found kindness
in themselves
has found deep strength
in themselves as well
Who has found kindness
in themselves
is in the best agreement
with the world
Who has found kindness
in themselves
has found the truth
waiting within all things
Who has found kindness
in themselves
has found peace in
that which changes
and peace in
that which endures as well
Who has found kindness
in themselves
has looked inward
and found the universe
looking back
Dewey Dirks
Who has found kindness
in themselves
is able to
touch it in others
as well
Who has found kindness
In themselves
finds friendship
wherever they go
Who has found kindness
in themselves
walks in peace
even in the most
troubled of places
Who has found kindness
in themselves
has found deep strength
in themselves as well
Who has found kindness
in themselves
is in the best agreement
with the world
Who has found kindness
in themselves
has found the truth
waiting within all things
Who has found kindness
in themselves
has found peace in
that which changes
and peace in
that which endures as well
Who has found kindness
in themselves
has looked inward
and found the universe
looking back
Dewey Dirks
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Monday, August 27, 2012
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Quiet and Change
Quiet and Change
On the TV, I watched a man
Get the shit kicked out of his head
Over there in Syria just the other day.
No one should cause
Another person pain like that
Right now, humans are a pretty scrappy species
Fighting sometimes when talk is better
Sometimes picking on each other for no reason
A lot of terrible things go on every day
But you know, much to like goes on too
Now, I'm one who hopes
For a wiser, kinder mankind, as many do
I know humans always improve
From the bottom up
And the inside out
One person at a time
Sometimes improving mean you change
Sometimes improving means
Finding a good use for what is already there
Sometimes improving means you gather
Sometime improving means you throw away
Sometimes improving means
Finding out what's there ain't too shabby
Cats are pretty good at being cats
If you don't think a lot of humans
Are very good at being humans
Look at yourself
Do you like yourself?
Ain't that funny
How the only two decent people on the planet---
Me and you
Happen to be talking to each other?
Lotta good people on this planet, if you ask me
Lotta foolish people too, it's true
If you are going to be a kind person
You gotta act kind
If nations are going to be kind
They gotta act kind
Humans are intelligent enough
To make our future
Into what we want it to be
If you don't like our life the way it is
Or if you don't the way you are
Then get busy changing
And if you're the kinda person
Who likes themselves a little too much
Believe me, life will be happy
To teach you a few lessons
Learn from what is around you
Learn from what is inside
Look for the quiet and change
Already in nature
Look for the quiet and change
Already inside
Remember the only person
You're sure to improve if you're so inclined
Is you
What do you want to try?
What are you gonna do?
On the TV, I watched a man
Get the shit kicked out of his head
Over there in Syria just the other day.
No one should cause
Another person pain like that
Right now, humans are a pretty scrappy species
Fighting sometimes when talk is better
Sometimes picking on each other for no reason
A lot of terrible things go on every day
But you know, much to like goes on too
Now, I'm one who hopes
For a wiser, kinder mankind, as many do
I know humans always improve
From the bottom up
And the inside out
One person at a time
Sometimes improving mean you change
Sometimes improving means
Finding a good use for what is already there
Sometimes improving means you gather
Sometime improving means you throw away
Sometimes improving means
Finding out what's there ain't too shabby
Cats are pretty good at being cats
If you don't think a lot of humans
Are very good at being humans
Look at yourself
Do you like yourself?
Ain't that funny
How the only two decent people on the planet---
Me and you
Happen to be talking to each other?
Lotta good people on this planet, if you ask me
Lotta foolish people too, it's true
If you are going to be a kind person
You gotta act kind
If nations are going to be kind
They gotta act kind
Humans are intelligent enough
To make our future
Into what we want it to be
If you don't like our life the way it is
Or if you don't the way you are
Then get busy changing
And if you're the kinda person
Who likes themselves a little too much
Believe me, life will be happy
To teach you a few lessons
Learn from what is around you
Learn from what is inside
Look for the quiet and change
Already in nature
Look for the quiet and change
Already inside
Remember the only person
You're sure to improve if you're so inclined
Is you
What do you want to try?
What are you gonna do?
Dewey Dirks
Sunday, August 19, 2012
Dancer
Dancer
Las Vegas is a brightly shining city
that never has any time to sleep.
You never really know
who you might be talking to
or who you might happen to meet.
There is a little place called Palladium Station.
out in the suburbs of that big old town.
If you go down there on a Wednesday night
you'll find Jessie tending bar.
I used to drop in to see her
have a drink and chat from time to time.
One night when it was kind of slow
Jessie said to me,
“'Years past I was a dancer
in a brightly lit chorus line.
I learned from one of the best there was.
She had high hopes for me.
We had a lot of mutual respect.
I used to really sparkle up there on the stage.
I used to really shine.
I had a hope or two of going even farther.
'Had a hope or two of having even more
of that diamond time.
But, you know, life is what happens
while you're busy making plans.
I got a husband and two children.
and had to leave that chorus line behind.
Now I only dance to teach a few kids
over at the dancing school.”
Jessie stopped to draw a guy a miller.
When she came back she smiled and quietly said,
“There's times in the dark of night as I fall to sleep
I wonder what might have been
if my life had turned out differently
and a little more like I'd planned.”
I said, “I am a writer.
I make my art with a pen.
Jessie, you're an artist too
and you make art with your body
like an antelope running across the savanna
or a tree moving gently in the wind.
They say that art is its own point for happening
and improves upon the beauty of the world
like the stars in the sky at night
or a sunrise in the morning
painting the day ahead.
They say life has a strange way of happening.
It takes you down roads you never expected
and paths that sometimes turn out better
than you ever could have planned.
If your art becomes famous
you get to shine brightly for a few years
until your limelight begins to fade
then you spend your time reminiscing
about the glory days behind you.
instead of paying attention to
the time you've got left.
Show off your art
and you brighten the world for day or two.
But if you teach your art
to the young ones who come after you
you can see your sun rising
a thousand times over
in the long years ahead.”
Dewey Dirks
Las Vegas is a brightly shining city
that never has any time to sleep.
You never really know
who you might be talking to
or who you might happen to meet.
There is a little place called Palladium Station.
out in the suburbs of that big old town.
If you go down there on a Wednesday night
you'll find Jessie tending bar.
I used to drop in to see her
have a drink and chat from time to time.
One night when it was kind of slow
Jessie said to me,
“'Years past I was a dancer
in a brightly lit chorus line.
I learned from one of the best there was.
She had high hopes for me.
We had a lot of mutual respect.
I used to really sparkle up there on the stage.
I used to really shine.
I had a hope or two of going even farther.
'Had a hope or two of having even more
of that diamond time.
But, you know, life is what happens
while you're busy making plans.
I got a husband and two children.
and had to leave that chorus line behind.
Now I only dance to teach a few kids
over at the dancing school.”
Jessie stopped to draw a guy a miller.
When she came back she smiled and quietly said,
“There's times in the dark of night as I fall to sleep
I wonder what might have been
if my life had turned out differently
and a little more like I'd planned.”
I said, “I am a writer.
I make my art with a pen.
Jessie, you're an artist too
and you make art with your body
like an antelope running across the savanna
or a tree moving gently in the wind.
They say that art is its own point for happening
and improves upon the beauty of the world
like the stars in the sky at night
or a sunrise in the morning
painting the day ahead.
They say life has a strange way of happening.
It takes you down roads you never expected
and paths that sometimes turn out better
than you ever could have planned.
If your art becomes famous
you get to shine brightly for a few years
until your limelight begins to fade
then you spend your time reminiscing
about the glory days behind you.
instead of paying attention to
the time you've got left.
Show off your art
and you brighten the world for day or two.
But if you teach your art
to the young ones who come after you
you can see your sun rising
a thousand times over
in the long years ahead.”
Dewey Dirks
Friday, August 17, 2012
Decent Behavior
Rules for Decent Human Behavior
1) There is something right and something wrong in virtually everything you encounter. Find both. Look for the truth in things, and remember that it almost always lies somewhere in between.
2) Live well-balanced on three legs. Do this by everyday spending as much time as you can at each at the following tasks:
a. Working or creating something.
b. Relaxing by doing something enjoyable.
c. Talking to someone you love.
1) There is something right and something wrong in virtually everything you encounter. Find both. Look for the truth in things, and remember that it almost always lies somewhere in between.
2) Live well-balanced on three legs. Do this by everyday spending as much time as you can at each at the following tasks:
a. Working or creating something.
b. Relaxing by doing something enjoyable.
c. Talking to someone you love.
3) Keep your life as simple as you can.
4) Always remember that hidden within almost every problem is an opportunity.
5) Always be kind, considerate, and fair. Bring no harm. Do not hold on to resentment. Never let go of hope. Remember to share. When you have to compromise, maximize everyone’s benefit, minimize everyone’s harm. Do not do anything you cannot respect others doing. This is called acting with honor.
6) Be aware of people’s weaknesses, but concentrate on their strengths. Keep your own affairs tidy, let others tend to theirs. If you cannot find something to respect about someone, it is your shortcoming, not theirs. This is called seeking what is reasonable in yourself and others.
7) When you are in charge, run things with as much kindness as you can muster, and keep your rules as few and simple as possible.
8) Always value people over institutions or items.
9) Prefer letting be to meddling.
10) Be true to your word.
11) Do not ask for a favor you cannot return in kind.
4) Always remember that hidden within almost every problem is an opportunity.
5) Always be kind, considerate, and fair. Bring no harm. Do not hold on to resentment. Never let go of hope. Remember to share. When you have to compromise, maximize everyone’s benefit, minimize everyone’s harm. Do not do anything you cannot respect others doing. This is called acting with honor.
6) Be aware of people’s weaknesses, but concentrate on their strengths. Keep your own affairs tidy, let others tend to theirs. If you cannot find something to respect about someone, it is your shortcoming, not theirs. This is called seeking what is reasonable in yourself and others.
7) When you are in charge, run things with as much kindness as you can muster, and keep your rules as few and simple as possible.
8) Always value people over institutions or items.
9) Prefer letting be to meddling.
10) Be true to your word.
11) Do not ask for a favor you cannot return in kind.
---- From “The Questioning Way” by Dewey Dirks
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Connected
Connected
Connected, connected
we all are connected!
Like God has a net
like the earth has a web
we all are connected in the vast fabric
of the biosphere of our planet
In Africa, thousands of years ago,
a tribe exhibiting the human adaptation
for cutting down rainforests
moved into an area of rainforest
inhabited by malaria carrying mosquitoes.
The tribe cut down the rainforest.
The change in the environment
allowed previously less successful
malaria parasites
and malaria carrying mosquitoes
to vastly increase in number.
Since many animals that inhabited the rainforest
had to leave when it was cut down,
and since more humans
now lived in the area
due to their greater food production
more humans were both reproduced
and killed by malaria.
Humans in the area were then put under selective pressure
by natural selection to select for the sickle-cell genes.
because sickle-cell genes carry a strong resistance
to malaria
In a few generations,
a significant portion of the human population
in the area
carried the sickle-cell gene.
The reasons for the malaria
and the sickle-cell gene remained unknown
for many generations
until another human culture
from across the Atlantic ocean
holding other culturally evolved points of view
noticed that the incidence
of both a resistance to malaria
and the sickle-cell gene coincided
in a certain area of Africa.
All humans are naturally curious beings
because our habit of using cultural adaptation ensures
that natural, sexual and kin selection all likely to select
for curiosity in humans.
So, the sickle-cell data represented a mystery
for naturally curious humans to solve.
Investigating the mystery
caused humans to increase our knowledge base
thereby increasing our ability to adapt.
So, the complex interactions between several features
of the world including rainforest trees,
mosquitoes, parasites, and humans across many generations
all combined by means of phenotypical adaptation,
natural selection, sexual selection, and kin selection
to result in (among many other things)
an increase in human adaptability
and this poem....
And that, my friends
is a good example of how interconnected
our biosphere actually is.
God has a net
The earth has a web
Dewey Dirks
Connected, connected
we all are connected!
Like God has a net
like the earth has a web
we all are connected in the vast fabric
of the biosphere of our planet
In Africa, thousands of years ago,
a tribe exhibiting the human adaptation
for cutting down rainforests
moved into an area of rainforest
inhabited by malaria carrying mosquitoes.
The tribe cut down the rainforest.
The change in the environment
allowed previously less successful
malaria parasites
and malaria carrying mosquitoes
to vastly increase in number.
Since many animals that inhabited the rainforest
had to leave when it was cut down,
and since more humans
now lived in the area
due to their greater food production
more humans were both reproduced
and killed by malaria.
Humans in the area were then put under selective pressure
by natural selection to select for the sickle-cell genes.
because sickle-cell genes carry a strong resistance
to malaria
In a few generations,
a significant portion of the human population
in the area
carried the sickle-cell gene.
The reasons for the malaria
and the sickle-cell gene remained unknown
for many generations
until another human culture
from across the Atlantic ocean
holding other culturally evolved points of view
noticed that the incidence
of both a resistance to malaria
and the sickle-cell gene coincided
in a certain area of Africa.
All humans are naturally curious beings
because our habit of using cultural adaptation ensures
that natural, sexual and kin selection all likely to select
for curiosity in humans.
So, the sickle-cell data represented a mystery
for naturally curious humans to solve.
Investigating the mystery
caused humans to increase our knowledge base
thereby increasing our ability to adapt.
So, the complex interactions between several features
of the world including rainforest trees,
mosquitoes, parasites, and humans across many generations
all combined by means of phenotypical adaptation,
natural selection, sexual selection, and kin selection
to result in (among many other things)
an increase in human adaptability
and this poem....
And that, my friends
is a good example of how interconnected
our biosphere actually is.
God has a net
The earth has a web
Dewey Dirks
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Thursday, August 9, 2012
Three For The Times
Painted Into A Corner
In times like these
When all the world
is starting to change
Lotta people are very worried
Lotta people don't know
what might happen next
I'm here to tell you the changes
that are coming are because
of a very good thing
Big countries, my friends
over sixty years ago
all grew so powerful
with weapons of war so destructive
that they could no longer fight each other
so, they fought against each other
by using smaller countries
like Vietnam and Korea
Now, here in the early 21st century
even smaller countries have grown
so skilled at making war
that big countries can no longer
fight them and expect
to hold onto them for very long
Here we are with our huge societies
and economies
that are used to making weapons
no one can use much anymore
So the changes that are coming our way
All involve changing our economies
in ways to reward
much more than just greed
and making war on each other
My friends the real reason
why things need to change
is because technologically
Humanity has painted
ourselves into a corner
when it comes to making war.
Our leaders
are very worried only because
they know the old ways
of doing everything
from business to diplomacy
needs to change
and no one has figured out how
to do that just yet
Dewey Dirks
Simple As That
A human is as complex
as creativity
and as simple as two hands
a mouth
and two feet
Breath deeply
Hold your lover close
under soft sheets tonight
Rest as best you can
Tomorrow
for some of us, yesterdays mistakes
will mire us in the mud
yet one more day
and do nothing but hold us back
While others will craft those same mistakes
with love and care
into stepping stones...
Touch the future
with your hopes and dreams tonight
My friends, I promise you this---
Love runs very, very deep
in the human heart
We all have souls
brilliant and strong
made of stardust, hopes,
and hard lessons learned
from lost loved ones pain
Seven billion eyes close tonight
each person with their own set
of worries, aspirations, and plans
Each person with ideas swimming
around in their head
wishing for a better world
one way or another
Seven billion eyes will open
In the morning
as we each awake
What used to be tomorrow
will become today
The truth
lost on most of us
in plain sight
is that the distance between
where we are
and where we want to be
is one day closer
one day more hopeful
one day wiser
one day more resolute
Humans
are a very resourceful species
We all know we cannot live long
living as we have in the past
and so, we'll change
simple as that.
Dewey Dirks
Changes
Don't worry about whether or not
things are going to change.
The change has already happened.
It is the best kind of change.
One that is based on hope and love.
It's just going to take some time
for the cultures of our planet
to do the work
and for everyone to realize
the extent of what has happened.
Like most people who are
isolated from life, our leaders
are likely to be among the last
to find out.
Dewey Dirks
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Friday, August 3, 2012
Men of Peace
Men of Peace
There have been many
men of war
They come and they go.
Do you remember all
their names?
That is because it is
easier to fight
Than it is to be
intelligent.
In the fullness of time
the men whom
everyone everywhere
remembers
The men whom we teach
our children
to aspire to
The men on whose words
our science, entire
religions, cultures
and systems of morality
are all built around.
Jesus, Mohammad,
Socrates
Aristotle, Plato,
Confucius, Lao Tzu,
Gandhi, and Buddha
These, my friends,
were men of peace.
Dewey Dirks
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Monday, July 30, 2012
Saturday, July 28, 2012
Drug Culture
In order for humanity to
truly discover our nature we need to look at ourselves critically and
notice not only the height of our strengths but also the abyss of our
weaknesses. --- The Questioning Way
Friday, July 27, 2012
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Smarter than a Mouse?
Seems to me that if a
Parakeet and a Mouse can figure out how to befriend each other and
share, people ought to be able to figure out how to stop shooting at
each each other and settle differences peacefully. Aren't we supposed to
be smarter than birds and rodents?
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Rock Star
I Wanna Be A Rock
Star-------
Met
a young kid once
who
wanted to be a big time musician.
Wanted
to make wonderful sounds.
Wanted
all the money that goes along with it.
Wanted
all the fame.
I
told him, “Lotta people dream of the good life.
Lotta
people dream of money and fortune and fame.
Often
they are the ones who also like to say,
'If
only things were different
I'd
be happy
If
only I had the time to do what I want
If
only I had a little more talent
If
only I looked a bit different
If
only life smiled my way.'”
Told
him, “You are who you are.
Nothing
is going to change that.
And
everything can't be rosy at every turn
because
living is a challenge and that's a fact.
But
you've got all that you need
to
get what you want out of life.
You
gotta believe in yourself
enough
to try a few things.
You'll
be surprised to find
how
much of life turns your way.
The
secret to success
has
a lot to do with faith in yourself.
When
you look in the mirror
you
need to see a star shining bright
before
you can be a star to everyone else.
You
gotta find what is good in yourself
before
everyone else will see the good in you.”
Dewey
Dirks
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Four Views
Being
Agnostic, over the years I've thought quite a bit about God and so
have written quite a bit about the subject. Following are four poems
I've written about the matter of God that adopt a variety of
viewpoints. The first poem is quite optimistic, the second quite
cynical, the third skeptical, while the fourth imagines what a
conversation with God might be like. You certainly can't say my
views on the matter of God aren't well rounded :) Over the years, I've found you learn more by asking questions about God than by assuming you have answers. Perhaps the most insightful thing I've found over the years, is that regardless of whether or not there is a God, at the very least, there ought to be.
Words
Blind
Words
can blind you
Make
you think the word
is
the thing.
Drape
what you believe you see
in
preconceptions and assumptions.
Shade
what you and others experience
with
shadows of news bites
catchy
phrases
and
rhetorical spin.
Or
put cloth over your eyes
with
fossilized passages
whose
meaning
has
been lost to time.
Every
creature you ever see
just
by virtue of existing
is
a waking enigma clothed in a mystery
wrapped
in a dream.
If
someone as simple as a man
is
such a thing
how
then in the farthest reaches
of
our imagination
would
we ever expect to figure out
something
like the powers that be
that
made this place
by
blinding ourselves
with
words like “God?”
It's
true, a single word
can
mean everything to you
or
nothing at all
As
you so choose.
On
one hand, it's just the word
some
people use
for
the best thing they can imagine.
On
the other hand,
after
nine thousand years
it
carries
about
four train car loads of baggage.
So,
what do you call
something
so fair minded
that
it gives enough quickness to cheetahs
that
they can catch some food
while
giving enough speed to antelope
that
they can run away from trouble.
And
is so compassionate
that
it makes every single baby beautiful
can
forgive mistakes men have rarely forgiven
and
offer up chances in life over and over again.
With
wisdom so deep
it
can watch human hearts
mend
and break at the same time
without
going bat shit from time to time?
Personally,
I'll not give it a name that blinds
I'm
just some dude with a pen
and
a couple thoughts now and then
I
just ain't that smart.
Dewey
Dirks
My
God Spot
Walkin'
down the road blue & dejected
Found
an old oil can, rusty & hot
Took
it on home, named it Spot
Made
a place on the shelf
I
don't know, maybe I'm odd
Kinda
liked it there, called it God
Came
in a dream wondrous to see
Spot
said the Word & then there was light
Praise
Lord Spot, He made things right
Now
I'm his prophet & He's the Lord
I
was lost 'till Spot made me whole
Praise
Lord Spot, my life is full
He
spoke to me one stormy day
Got
some commandments, got a whole lot
Got
the low down straight from Spot
Got
some followers & some big green tanks
We're
Spottites you see, ten thousands & more
The
Spottites & me, are wagin' a holy war
In
a thousand years all over this land
They'll
still raise their voices in praise of Lord Spot
Just
an old oil can rusty & hot
Dewey
Dirks
Don't
call me collect --God
Perhaps
on some golden throne
alive
in the sky, you watch over each of us
--rain
warm love, bathing one by one
man
and sparrow with most tender care
Or,
like a child at play
did
you make the clock your grand experiment?
then,
called to dinner, you plan to be back at eight
wondering
if we'll still be tocking
Are
you a big ashen bearded daddy?
with
all the answers up there
will
you spank us forever if we don't believe?
Maybe
you're a cosmic hippie
you
say "Hey don't you remember?
ten
thousand years ago
we
all stood at Salisbury in ecstasy"
Then,
with hand to forehead you say
"Or
maybe it was nineteen seventy-one
you
know, all that acid still gets to me"
Are
you a wrinkled old man?
stuttering,
the very edge of senility
you
wait at the gate, white picket complacency
We
come home for a hug and obligatory visit
the
younger playing Grandfather for a free dime
Perhaps
you are a crone, ancient and wise
living
in rock, road, brook, and tree
You
made a hard, wondrous, magical land
where
stumbling, we acolytes slowly learn of beauty
With
fire on your finger tips
maybe
you throw lightning bolts
make
floods, cause the sky to darken
Perhaps
you'll let five thousand faithful in
"All
the rest be damned!" you say as the earth quakes
Perhaps
one time, some time, ever time
we'll
be sitting in the park, you and I
Muhammad,
Gautama and Einstein play dice across the way
cool
green grass, white daisies, blue sky, shade trees
I
say, "You know, I wondered always if you were a figment"
You
say, "Don't we all, my friend, begin and end in fantasy?"
Dewey
Dirks
Route
27
Late
one night
I
was out for a ride on the bike
On
a long desert road called State Route 27
The
moon was full and bright
Stars
peppered the warm August sky
The
road was empty
And
the night was asking
For
a high speed run
I
decided to open it on up
Let
her go right to the edge
Let
her really breath
I
brought her up to around one thirty-five
And
settled in for a ride long, fast and low
The
headlight shouted out brightly in front of me
And
the engine wound out in a high pitched yell
As
the white lines blinked quickly on by
silent
and oh so fast
My
senses were as alert
As
they could possibly get
And
in spite of the darkness
Every
detail of the passing road
Jumped
out at my eyes
I
swear I could see
The
gravel embedded in the rushing asphalt
And
the barbs on the wire fence
At
the side of the road
Like
so many times before
I
fell once again, in love with life
The
rapid beat of my heart
And
the quickness of my rolling breath
Just
then in my shimmering mirror
On
the horizon behind me
I
saw the headlight of another bike
Coming
up hard, coming up quick
Ten
seconds later
A
slender figure on a dark blue chopper
blew
by me like I was standing still
I
rolled the throttle wide open
Pretty
soon I was doing about one forty-three
But
I couldn't catch her
And
I watched her taillight
Quickly
become a distant dot on the road
Right
before it disappeared
It
looked like she pulled over
I
backed on down
Before
long I was coming up beside her
I
came to a stop
And
shut off my bike
--Figured
I'd rest for awhile
And
chat with the lady
Leaning
on on the seat of her ride
Having
a smoke
Was
a beautiful woman, maybe forty
With
deep blue eyes and long dark hair
She
and her bike had kind of a glow about them
Very
subtle but bright at the same time
Friendly
but kind of mysterious
Very
quiet, kind of peaceful
Unquestionably
kind
I
nodded hello, not knowing exactly what to say
She
nodded back and said
In
a voice like a love song by Dido,
“Evening.
Nice night for a drive.”
I
looked back at her
And
knew I had to wonder out loud
I
smiled as best I could and asked,
“Just
who are you?”
She
shrugged and said,
“Oh,
they call me by lots of names.
You
probably know me as 'I am,'
or
'Alpha and Omega,' “Allah or 'Brahman'
Or
some of that other useless stuff humans like to say.
You
all really need to learn
Any
word you want can mean everything
Or
nothing at all
As
you so choose.
Why
don't you call me 'Sparky,'
Or
'Wiggles,' or 'Effy?'
That
would suite me just fine.”
“You're
God? Or maybe an Alien?” I asked
She
chuckled and said,
“I'll
leave all that up to you.”
I
looked at her confused
“What
are you doing here?” I asked
“Like
you, I'm just out for a late night ride,” she smiled.
I
still didn't know exactly who she was
But
I did know she was someone very, very special
“I've
got so many questions...” I stammered,
“I
don't know where to begin.”
“One
of the really nice things about people” she said,
“Is
that they are very curious creatures.
Always
full of questions.”
“So
what's the right point of view?
We
have so many...” I asked.
“You
know all those religions and philosophies
That
people bicker over
and
fight about all the time?” she said,
“Well,
they all have a few good ideas,
every
one of them.
They
all carry around a bunch of bullshit too.
And
science is pretty much the same way.
People
really need to learn to think
In
a many-sided fashion
Instead
of just bivalently.
You
can put that in your pipe and smoke it,” she smiled.
I
thought about that for a minute
Then
I asked,
“So
what does the future hold?
People
seem so messed up a lot of the time.”
She
took a drag on her cigarette and said,
“You
know, some guy once said
That
the meek would inherit the earth.
Well,
I've got some news for you
---they
inherited it some time back.
But
humanity is kind of a fixer-upper species
And
change can happen only so fast
Without
making a big mess of everything.
Imagine
the best of the 20's and 60's
Imagine
the golden ages of music
And
the intellectual leaps forward
During
the Renaissance
These
are previews of things to come
But
humans have a ways to go
You've
got to get it through
Your
thick, Cro-Magnon heads
That
every time you disagree
It's
not good to start killing each other.
And
you've got to learn to make governments
That
don't attract power mongers quite so fast.
It's
also important to learn to make companies
That
have a conscience
And
a genuine sense of human decency
And
you humans really need to learn
To
share a lot better.
“I
said, “Geeze, we sound like bratty children.”
She
chuckled, “Well, Homo sapiens
Is
a pretty young species.
If
all humanity were a single person
You'd
be around twelve years old, by my reckoning.
So
you see, you're just starting to grow up a bit.
Far
in the future, when you're much older
You
humans will have great adventures
And
do great things, if you ask me.
She
took a drag on her smoke, then continued,
“I
have to tell you,
There
will always be some inequalities
Because
that's the only way to build a world
In
which you can strive
But
one day people will seek to better their spirit
With
the same enthusiasm
That
today they use to build better guns
And
make more money.
There
will also always be people better and worse
Because
that's the only way to make a world
Where
those who need to can learn to improve
But
one day the worst of men
Will
be as kind than the most generous human
Of
your time.
One
day men will fight their personal ignorance
And
fear of their own inner beauty
With
the same determination
They
use to fight each other today.
All
this might sound kind of strange
Considering
the way humans are right now
But
you can make this future
A
reality one day for all mankind
By
making it a reality for yourself today.
For
humans, improvement happens
From
the bottom up and from the inside out
One
person at a time.
Now,
don't think of being a good man
Like
it means you gotta be
All
pansy and syrupy sweet.
One
day humans will be kind of like
The
good-bad guys of the universe
They'll
have kind dispositions
And
big hearts
But
with a lot of edge
Like
a good rock and roll song
But
humans need to realize
The
most powerful things in life
Don't
always end up fighting each other
You
all have the bad habit
Of
often thinking the greatest tests in life
Involve
war and fighting and killing each other
When
the biggest challenge a human can face
Is
learning how to love better
Effy
took one last drag off her cigarette
She
glanced at it and said,
“Did
I bother to mention
You
really need to get off peoples asses
About
smoking these things.
It's
really not worse than overeating.”
Then
she smiled and said,
“Damn!
Enough talking. Lets take a ride.”
She
got on her bike and cranked it on up
I
could see the sky move a bit when it started
I
got on my bike
And
hit the button to light the tubes
Effy
waited as the ground shook
With
every thump of her engine
Then
we pulled out onto Route 27
And
pretty soon we were doing around one twenty-five
We
rode beside each other till almost dawn
Just
as the sun broke the skyline
I
felt kindness and compassion wash over me
Along
with a dose of 'fuck a fine mess' too
Then
Effy down shifted
And
gave me a thumbs-up
About
ten seconds later all I could see of her
Was
a tiny red taillight fading into the horizon
But
I'll tell you, as the night had rolled on
With
us riding side by side
I
knew what it was to feel joy
Dewey
Dirks
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